Now this is my life:
Everything is so completely different.
I don't even know where to start. I don't even think I can start. At this point its probably best if I just forget about San Diego life. Otherwise I risk getting bitter and frustrated and running back to the sunny paradise of California.
I must say, I've made some significant leaps of progress since my arrival March 8th, 2012.
First, I sent resumes and got a company who wants to hire me. thank you TKB.
Second, I have a German phone with 5 or 6 new Bremerhaven residents in it that I feel comfortable to call in case of problem. Whew! I love friends.
Third, I have calmed down my grocery store experience. What I mean is, I don't care if the people behind me have to wait 10 mins for me to re-load my cart with the groceries and fish through my over-sized bag to find exact change. They will have to deal.
All of this makes me very happy. The problem is that in another couple of months I should have my job situation worked out and at that point I have no idea how I am going to keep myself entertained/motivated. I imagine life will turn routine and we will be content to some degree.
This will be good temporarily. However, I refuse to settle for this life. I plan to hold on to a few goals: 1. live somewhere sunny and warm 2. live somewhere that speaks english or spanish
For now, I will set these things aside. In 3-5 years I will pick them up again and make some changes. But for the time being its crucial that I forget about anything other than Bremerhaven. My life is Bremerhaven for now!
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